Complicated
When I was born,
You adored me more than everything,
I became your world and you became mine,
You held my fingers when I grew up,
You had been there as pillar for me
From my mistakes to bloopers
You were always there to take care of it
How funny life has been
I grew up under your shadow
Now here I stand
With no idea of who I am
While the world lives in happiness
I am here broken
Thinking of the words I shouldn't have said
About our fight that we had
Pride it was that brought us then
From the straight A student
I sit with a cigarette in my hand
Trying to get hold of myself
Just not to give you a hint of what is going on with me
You made me into who I am
So why this distance
Because I fell in love???
Or was it that you couldn't bare me moving out
I tried to reason with you dad
And look where it has brought us to
She left me in ruins, with nothing but a pack of cigarettes and a six pack
To think about what I have done wrong
Where were you when I needed you the most
When your son was in the wrong company
Or when he needed support
Instead of the smokes and booze, you could have helped
It was pride that separated us then
And love that held it together
With the love now being lost
You are in your own mystical world
While I suffer in peace
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