Safe In My Hands

The Ruins

Life is a game of fate 
What you do is just left to fate 
But why leave everything to fate
While everyone are following the rest
Here we were trying hard to build our empire 

Happiness is something I am never comfortable with 
But when you came into my life 
It was bound to change the course of things as I knew it 
How strange it is when one becomes everything to you 

We had known each other since 12 years 
Stood by each other in times of peril 
Made way for the other to rise 
She was my bundle of happiness 

We had been the pillar of support for the other 
From the moments of despair to the times when all we wanted was to be left alone
You helped me in my success 
You had been with me when I was a no good thing and a bad asset to invest your time on 

But you never really cared 
For you everything that I had to go through 
You took my hand and made me walk through it 
Just to show me that you would be with me no matter what happens 

I was a prisoner of my thoughts 
With everything falling in place and the foundation set 
The world had recognized the efforts of a man 
But like drugs success also had a kick to it 

With money replacing the weed 
And McClellan oozing from my cabinet 
I had reached the height I wanted 
But at what cost 

She was always away from the limelight 
I had fought for her to keep her out of trouble 
As I knew what she would have done to save me 
I was ready to trade my soul for hers 

But who had ever imagined 
That one day, life would bring us here 
With what I had done to keep you out of jail 
And accidentally let my emotion take the better of me 

I left abruptly last night telling you 
That you knew I loved you 
Which brings us here today 
Seeing you clean your desk 
And knowing that I won't see you outside my office ever again 

My life went into overdrive 
With anger fueling me 
And not able to breathe, with sweaty palms and eyes bulging out 
I rushed to the wash basin to puke 

Only to see you leave me
Here I am looking at the empire we had built 
With the Glass Castle crumbling down 
I now remember that you had held me together 

The money and everything is not fun 
With you not around me 
With the fragments of my heart in my hand 
i realize that you were the only fortune I had 

Humanity

Gravity

She woke up like a winter's morning sunshine 

With the pudgy smell of the medicine and a light head 
She had no blood in her but only morphine running in her veins 
She was now a human dependent on machines

She wondered how she got here 
In the serene white background with the hustle and bustle 
Of the doctors and the visitors
Thinking of how she ends up in this vegetative state 

The frontal lobe damaged and her memory gone 
It was how her luck had it 
The world had nothing but sympathy for her 
But who knew what was going on in her head 

She stood tall 
Despite the state she was in 
She was born to survive 
Like the fox she knew that she would find a way 

Just after a few days 
The machines were replaced by people 
The morphine was replaced by grit 
She was destined to fight her fate 

She never recognized anyone 
But until one day when she saw him 
She remembered everything 
How she went through the torture 

He had been everything to her 
A friend, a guide and a confidante 
But who knew that he was the beast incarnated 
He was supposed to be her friend

He had mutilated the poor soul 
Harmed her mentally and physically 
To an extent that he threw her out of the moving car 
Never did he know that karma would bite him back 

She never forgave him 
For the hurt, the broken trust an the broken soul 
The angst and the frustration made her pull the trigger 
She slayed him the moment she had lost her control 

The poor soul 
Who knew what she had went trough 
Her body had endured the pain and the suffering 
With a peaceful mind she went away to a place where there was no right or wrong 

A place which had justice for all 
And punishments at all 
The judges were the supreme leaders 
And women were treated fair 

Alas it never was like that here 
It had everything that could mow down the hope and the humanity 

A friendly word out

A friendly word out

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Fade To Black

Fade To Black 

The dream of a million of people 

To reach the top of their field 

How many hardships they face 

To bring them closer to their dreams 

How crazy it is out their 

With everything in this life 

Becoming a roadblock for your road ahead 

But what if that roadblock was something else 

I stood there thinking I was pillar 
But little I knew that I was one of the roadblocks in your life
You had me at hello 
But hey life has a mean way to knock some sense 

I was at top of my game 
Becoming a man that I had dreamed of 
But when I met you 
Everything I had felt petty 

You were a small town girl 
Trying to find work 
And settle as fast as you could 
Fate had brought you to my doorstep 

You were panicky and fumbled every word 
But the honesty you had was refreshing
Who would have thought 
That you would have made me realize how empty I am 

You were the best I had ever met 
In this world where everyone won't leave a second to stab you 
You had made me leave out the mask I wore for others 
Just to let me have a look on who I was 

Yet there is something which doesn't last forever 
You had made me fall for you
And the very second I wanted to be special 
You chickened out 

How does it feel to get your heart broken again
I never thought I would fall back to the same place 
From where you had brought me out 
I loved you and gave you my heart and soul back 
For everything I had given you 

And as I sit here today 
With the glass by my side 
And the blood stained razor by my side 
I had a gash near my heart 

And as the drops of life 
Seep through for freedom 
And as I sleep, I see you in my nightmares 
Finally the last drop of freedom released 
And I am immortal in the books forever 

As the one who thought he had everything 
He lay down being the one who lost everything