Somebody's Me

Somebody's Me

With the time passing by 
And my mind running like a gazelle in a field 
Is held captive with your thoughts 
How could a person imprison the human mind 

With each passing moment 
I see my life in troubled waters 
With a trenchant storm waiting to feast on me 
Who had wondered that the world would change 

You came into my life 
When I stayed in gloom 
With the darkness being the fuel to my soul 
And then in the vortex of the storm 

A little rose that came into my life 
You tried to stop the storm consume me 
And had shown me the world of light 
A world so pure that vengeance and reprisal do not exist 

But then till how long does a volcano lay dormant
You promised to be by my side 
No matter where I belong 
You had kindled my soul 

Unleashing the demon in me to take control 
You left me in ashes thinking I would not survive
You were like gravity 
When you were in my life 

Now it is funny how my soul levitates 
Spellbound by your charm 
Trying to find you in the present 
While you are there in the past 

How could one person hold the key to your destruction 
And today as I sit here watching the world burn 
Trying to find you back and take my soul along with you 
I wonder if you wanted me to disappear 

And as I fight this final battle 
With the sword thirsty for blood
And eyes bloodshot 
Tears rolling down my face 

I ponder if this is what fate had in store for me 
As is imagine you watching me fighting against the world 
I hope you see the man who loved you 
And understand that there is somebody who still loves you more than himself 
That the somebody's me
    

Safe In My Hands

The Ruins

Life is a game of fate 
What you do is just left to fate 
But why leave everything to fate
While everyone are following the rest
Here we were trying hard to build our empire 

Happiness is something I am never comfortable with 
But when you came into my life 
It was bound to change the course of things as I knew it 
How strange it is when one becomes everything to you 

We had known each other since 12 years 
Stood by each other in times of peril 
Made way for the other to rise 
She was my bundle of happiness 

We had been the pillar of support for the other 
From the moments of despair to the times when all we wanted was to be left alone
You helped me in my success 
You had been with me when I was a no good thing and a bad asset to invest your time on 

But you never really cared 
For you everything that I had to go through 
You took my hand and made me walk through it 
Just to show me that you would be with me no matter what happens 

I was a prisoner of my thoughts 
With everything falling in place and the foundation set 
The world had recognized the efforts of a man 
But like drugs success also had a kick to it 

With money replacing the weed 
And McClellan oozing from my cabinet 
I had reached the height I wanted 
But at what cost 

She was always away from the limelight 
I had fought for her to keep her out of trouble 
As I knew what she would have done to save me 
I was ready to trade my soul for hers 

But who had ever imagined 
That one day, life would bring us here 
With what I had done to keep you out of jail 
And accidentally let my emotion take the better of me 

I left abruptly last night telling you 
That you knew I loved you 
Which brings us here today 
Seeing you clean your desk 
And knowing that I won't see you outside my office ever again 

My life went into overdrive 
With anger fueling me 
And not able to breathe, with sweaty palms and eyes bulging out 
I rushed to the wash basin to puke 

Only to see you leave me
Here I am looking at the empire we had built 
With the Glass Castle crumbling down 
I now remember that you had held me together 

The money and everything is not fun 
With you not around me 
With the fragments of my heart in my hand 
i realize that you were the only fortune I had