You and My Memories

You and My Memories

With each second passing

It is getting harder and harder to breathe 

Each breath feels like being poked with a million thorns 

My life may see it's fitting end

With this life is becoming unbearable 

It was not always like this 

I was a great happy go lucky chap 

Busy in my own world with nothing else to be worried 

Life would have been great if I hadn't met you

With me finding my way home 

Like a little kid in a world full of goons and thugs 

Waiting for an opportunity to pounce upon me 

But then something made me feel mystified 

I was almost a block away from home 

When I saw you waiting for a cab 

Wondering how to find your way home 

But there was something about your smile that made me absolutely nuts about you 

You were so beautiful 

That I was nearly tempted to steal you away from the world 

I wanted to make you mine 

You had the most beautiful eyes 

With you shivering in cold 

I couldn't help but help you 

You were waiting for your friends who had stood up on you

Gradually from a small stroll to your home 

We started meeting gradually 

And then it was like a habit to meet you 

But one day there was something different about you 

You were incredibly depressed 

For the first time in many meals that I enjoyed with you 

Never did I think I would ever love you so much

From that day onward it 

It was just we were inseparable 

We just needed an excuse to meet each other 

But never did I think that this would happen to us 

To all good things comes to an end 

I never knew that ours would be so quick 

It was a simple day 

I was waiting for you to come to the cafe 

Where we had decided to plan our marriage 

When  I was lost in my train of thoughts 

When all of a sudden there was this state of chaos and pandemonium 

The place you worked in had been caught by those cowardly acts of terrorism 

I got tensed and worried 

Cursing myself  for forcing you to go to office 

You wouldn't be in this mess because of me 

After those three torrid days of fighting 

The police infiltrated the building only to find charred wood and blood all around

With each wall seemed like those of a butcher's room 

Blood splattered all the way 

Then I saw you 

Never did I fathom to see you in this state 

You were covered in blood and ashes 

I tried to hear your voice 

I shouted my lungs out 

Crying your name just to hear you say anything 

But you had gone to a place far away 

With those beautiful almond like eyes refusing to open up 

After that each moment was like a curse 

There was a darkness unknown to the world that had consumed me 

Trying to fight hard to accept that 

Now you would be only in my dreams and memories 

Then now as I live each breath becoming hard 

And the pains increasing inside me 

The Devil will now reside in me 

If only you were here 

I could see our old home living with each other 

Just living the way we should have 

And not leaving each other's side