You're in My Veins (The Final Part)

You're In My Veins(The Final Part)

You have always talked about the final one; 

A world where it would be only us and us alone, 

This was the dream, 

This was the goal.

Who knew that it wasn't gonna happen; 

With the people around us, 

thwarting our feelings with force, 

With the pool of tears around us and with welled up eyes we parted ways. 

it wasn't easy to survive, 

With each day every breath I took, 
Instead of breathing oxygen,
it was poison that I inhaled. 

We were drifted apart; 
By the very people that we cared about, 
With the alcohol and the cocaine being my key to solace, 
I always think of us like the way we used to be. 

I tried hard not to undergo the pain; 
But it wasn't meant to be, 
With each breath being heavy, 
And your memories hard to forget. 

I drenched my soul in smoke and alcohol;
I thought it would help me erase you from my mind, 
Erase the memories we created, 
And the stolen kisses that we shared. 

As I sit here today in complete darkness; 
All i can think is about you, 
it feels as if you are still here,
Haunting my existence with the curse of your memories. 

I sit smoking away with a glass of my blood by my side, 
The wrist hanging dry over it, 
And the veins open for you to get out of my soul, 
The cuts now cover my skin, 

The moon weeps tonight; 
On seeing life drain out of my eyes, 
I am left thinking in my delirious state about you being with me, 
With the cocaine and alcohol taking its toll,
All I can think about is your ghost leaving me forever, 
With the last drop of my blood dripping away I see you in my veins.