I Guess It Is Just us Now

I Guess It Is Just Us Now

Life has its own mysterious ways,
To make you walk on the path that it has selected for you,
Just like that I had met you,
A beautiful soul who seemed lost while finding her way out.

Never can I forget how we first met,
When you were caught up in your duty,
Thinking that I was the one who was responsible for the crimes,
Funny story of how criminals get away with the things and the innocent paying off the cost of their sins.

Somehow that one meeting turned out to be a start of something,
Something beautiful or something deranged I don't know,
But the thing that I am very certain about is the fact that I couldn't control myself around you.
My emotions overpowering the world of logic.

I was lost before you swung by,
And then it felt like a story,
How we started interacting beyond work,
And how close we got.

There are relationships which are difficult to describe,
Our's was like that,
We were partners in every single way,
From work to post work socializing.

It was like a relationship,
A relationship which was like a storm,
Every situation had been like a test for us,
Each case that we worked on had been a test.

Then one day I left,
I left the service to work on my own,
But it was you who I was concerned for,
You were bent on finding out something.

Something that was close to you,
A case that meant the world to you,
Willing to sacrifice what was important to you,
I never thought that I would be the one of the many things that you would sacrifice. 

Silently I walked off that night, 
Warning you that your obsession will get you killed, 
But you were hell bent on finding out the truth,
So delusional that you even thought your friends were your enemies,

If only you would have listened to me, 
Listened to the people who mattered, 
But then you were you, 
As the man who was responsible for your nightmares stood there.

And just like that he evaded you, 
Threw you off his trail, 
And lost in the winds, 
With only one bullet shot. 

You were on the floor lying in your own pool of blood,
And then you were being taken away, 
Looking around finding for me, 
Only to realize that I was not there anymore. 

You had woken from a nightmare,
Running from the hospital in the rain just to meet me, 
Like a story unfinished needed to have a good ending,
Now with your storm that is passed,
All I can think is that 
I guess it is just us now. 

In My Veins (The Untold Story) Part Three

In My Veins (The Untold Story) Part Three

The last one or the final nail in the coffin, 

I can't remember the last time that I saw you in pain, 

But today was something different, 

You had fulfilled the last promise you had made. 

Seeing the lifeless corpse being stretchered out,
I shuddered in pain,

Years had passed since I had to bid farewell, 
Still captivated by those magnificent eyes, 
Never had I thought that I would ever leave you,
Yet there was something that had made me go away. 

We had met each other while on a trip, 
You were a lost voyager while I was a woman without a home, 
 Both of us had something in common, 
The world was our playground and we had no permanent address. 

Spending years together, 
Travelling the world no one could have ever guessed the bond that we shared,
It was as if my life was blessing me with your presence,
There is a time in life when you wish to use the pause button and just stay happy,

But it wasn't meant to be, 
When we are blindly in love,
We choose to ignore the devil side of a humans nature,
And embrace the angel that we see in them.

It somehow fades away,
The cocaine and alcohol had destroyed not just your life but my life as well,
Drugs engulfed our relationship while the bottle was just a beaker of poison,
And it did murder a life... our life. 

I had to leave you for your own good,
But little did I know that I would be the one to push you down the ledge,
Years would have passed till I hear about you 
And the poisoned lifeless carcass was not the way I imagined seeing you. 

Venturing into the apartment which was ours, 
 Finding my way through the broken memories of ours, 
Trying to fish with behind the stack of books was a packet, 
and a little note in the packet of drugs. 

It was as if the words from the grave, 
Had come alive, 
"If I'd only been a bit stronger, maybe I wouldn't have murdered us."
And with that I hear the loud and fast ticking of a clock near by. 

Only to find a few sticks of Dynamite hidden behind a desk,
With a smile I accepted the punishment that you had handed me out,
Lighting the last cigarette I had, 
I saw the seconds pass at a speed of a snail. 

Reliving each and every moment that we had shared,
For one more time, 
And like the sky during a celebration, 
Our house lit celebrating our lives. 

One stick, One boom and uniting two lost souls at last,
The burning house had become the gateway for us. 
Years of separation had made the society think that we had moved on from each other, 
Only few knew that at the end of my life, 
I only wished for you to be there at the other side.

With the life being drained out from my eyes,
All I could see is the blood evaporating in the inferno where now I lie,
The moment the last drop left my body,
A shade of black now had covered my eyes. 

For you had finally let go of me, 

As you leave through the cracked skin,

Because all I had felt was you, 

Hidden in my veins.