You and My Memories

You and My Memories

With each second passing

It is getting harder and harder to breathe 

Each breath feels like being poked with a million thorns 

My life may see it's fitting end

With this life is becoming unbearable 

It was not always like this 

I was a great happy go lucky chap 

Busy in my own world with nothing else to be worried 

Life would have been great if I hadn't met you

With me finding my way home 

Like a little kid in a world full of goons and thugs 

Waiting for an opportunity to pounce upon me 

But then something made me feel mystified 

I was almost a block away from home 

When I saw you waiting for a cab 

Wondering how to find your way home 

But there was something about your smile that made me absolutely nuts about you 

You were so beautiful 

That I was nearly tempted to steal you away from the world 

I wanted to make you mine 

You had the most beautiful eyes 

With you shivering in cold 

I couldn't help but help you 

You were waiting for your friends who had stood up on you

Gradually from a small stroll to your home 

We started meeting gradually 

And then it was like a habit to meet you 

But one day there was something different about you 

You were incredibly depressed 

For the first time in many meals that I enjoyed with you 

Never did I think I would ever love you so much

From that day onward it 

It was just we were inseparable 

We just needed an excuse to meet each other 

But never did I think that this would happen to us 

To all good things comes to an end 

I never knew that ours would be so quick 

It was a simple day 

I was waiting for you to come to the cafe 

Where we had decided to plan our marriage 

When  I was lost in my train of thoughts 

When all of a sudden there was this state of chaos and pandemonium 

The place you worked in had been caught by those cowardly acts of terrorism 

I got tensed and worried 

Cursing myself  for forcing you to go to office 

You wouldn't be in this mess because of me 

After those three torrid days of fighting 

The police infiltrated the building only to find charred wood and blood all around

With each wall seemed like those of a butcher's room 

Blood splattered all the way 

Then I saw you 

Never did I fathom to see you in this state 

You were covered in blood and ashes 

I tried to hear your voice 

I shouted my lungs out 

Crying your name just to hear you say anything 

But you had gone to a place far away 

With those beautiful almond like eyes refusing to open up 

After that each moment was like a curse 

There was a darkness unknown to the world that had consumed me 

Trying to fight hard to accept that 

Now you would be only in my dreams and memories 

Then now as I live each breath becoming hard 

And the pains increasing inside me 

The Devil will now reside in me 

If only you were here 

I could see our old home living with each other 

Just living the way we should have 

And not leaving each other's side

Death of Humanity

An Angel Lost

The day you were born was the luckiest i felt;

I had a little angel in my hand;

You were so small that even the devil would have loved you;

You made me a father;

You were so sweet that i couldn't take my eyes off you;

Your small eyes that were looking at me were adorable;

I couldn't help but spend each moment with you;

I couldn't miss on you growing up;

Life was good when you came into my life;

i made sure to fulfill your each and every wish;

i tried to be the best father i could ever be;

I remember you trusting me when i threw you high in the air;

The life was like a fairy tale;

I remember how many efforts we put in;

to hear your first words;

we have made efforts to see your smile;

I remember taking you to the park;

helping you swing the swings;

I took your hand and helped you walk;

That was the first time i heard you call me Daddy;

I remember bringing your first doctor set;

when you said you wanted to be a doctor;

You made my life into a dream that people rarely see;

You were my smile and apple of my eye;

If i could have stopped you this fateful night an year ago;

you couldn't have met this end;

You had me helpless as you went because i never said no to you;

You went for a movie and you said you would be back;

But god those animals took you away;

you and your friend were taken as hostages;

You fought those beasts but it was all in vain;

They had hit you so hard that you couldn't have screamed;

Even when you did people ignored;

You were stripped and ripped apart as if you were their dinner;

Those beast threw you on the road as if you were filth;

Your friend tried to get help but people didn't came;

You were lying in a pool of blood with your guts sprawling out;

He took you in his arms and rushed you to the hospital for treatment;

The doctors were great when they decided to help you;

Well it was insane anger at first around the nation;

Culprits were caught;

and tried in front of the nation;

But who will punish the real culprits;

the bystanders waiting for a drama;

You were there fighting death;

And now its been a few years since you left;

You are resting in a place far from here;

Looking at us with eyes filled with love;

Daughter we would never forget you and fight for your justice;

Love now and then

Life and Emotions

Life is simple if lived cautiously 

it's a gift that people get

Why waste it crying on things that never are meant for us

Why not just relax and enjoy life 

These things are just to fool your heart

People would rip your heart out 

still you would just stand and smile at your ugly fate

Waiting and waiting when it would end

People would often say others have problems too

Just to inspire you to fight the losing battle 

They just care for you and your annihilated soul

Yet we can't help it 

As the amount of pain gets so intense

That only god is the one you wish to see next

People are always there to help you 

But their double standards are the ones that would kill you 

It was not god's mistake to make emotions

It was we humans who had been tempted by the lust of greed and power

That we hurt the other soul just to see it burn

Love was a simple gift that now is a taboo 

All guys wanted was a girl who understands them 

Is there by their side 

But now that one heartbreak 

That one pure love they had 

Is now corrupted 

They just end up playing with other's emotions

If life would be so simple 

Then people would have been living in peace 

Love was just pure but

We humans have adulterated it 

It's now a mere status symbol to make you cool 

Where are the days when love was just about the company

The little fights and the small quirks 

Now its all lust and temptation 

The Game Of Life

What would you do when life breaks you down

What will you do when it causes a dilemma 

Would you be able to make the tough choice 

Or wait till it gets big

Life is never our friend

neither it is our foe 

It is nothing but a game 

Which we are the pawns of

We make each and every move that 

Makes our life different

It is our choices that makes us who we are 

One wrong choice would ruin our life 

We all have made some choices that we regret 

I have had my share of bad choices 

My addiction to certain things were cause of it 

Where I stand today is all because of it

Lost friendships, worst heartaches and my hate of life

The choices of our lives are such that 

We don't know what comes at us 

It is the unpredictable nature of life 

That it brings hurt after a bad choice 

It is our choices that makes us suffer

It is our mortal needs that brings in sufferings 

What would life be if it had spilled it's plan

Would it be this entertaining 

If life had been a fairytale like in fables 

If it played a part in our choice 

I am in love with a choice 

But would that choice be the turning point in my life 

Maybe she is the girl for me 

Or she is the girl that would make me relapse the sufferings 

This is the Game Of Life.